Haven't posted here in a while. Guess it's time for another journal.

I'm not gonna talk much around it, I'm tired as fuck:
Finding an apprenticeship in Dortmund didn't work out. I'll be returning home on August 12th and attend the school. After having attended an entrance exam I recieved a letter which told me they would take me. It kinda surprised me, seeing how that exam pretty much went as wrong as it could. I delivered 12 pounds of jackshit on a paper.

The decision itself was admittedly hard, but soon after, I just went kind of numb. I just don't really care about anything right now. At the same time I'm sad that I'll have to leave my friends here, but I'll try to get back here every second weekend and during the holidays. Spend as much time as possible in Dortmund.

I don't really know what to say or how to feel anymore. I thought this was going to be a long-ass journal seeing how I haven't updated in a while, but I guess there's not much more coming out of me right now. I'm done. I'm fucking done. I could puke a fucking acid-rainbow all over the walls.